Today, time flies so fast and I realized that may be this is the path that I want. I no longer want to be a programmer and be just someone who motivates others… being an inspiration to other people is fulfilling.
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Hi, humans.
My hopeful journey into adulthood is such a vicious cycle that even I cannot comprehend. Life became a series of sweet moments, tragedies, milestones and miseries rolled into one then scattered around different timelines and here I am bruised but still standing.
I’m an ambivert, chained into the corporate world hoping to set a new journey and blaze my way into greater paths. I wanted to be free, to have that freedom to talk more about human experience, to travel and make a difference in this world.
I feel that shifting my path would require tremendous amount of strength to conquer those challenges ahead but it doesn’t mean it’s impossible.
Caffeine continued to be my life saver. The darker the better.
I’m a half-baked individual equipped with basic skills with great ambitions and in dire need to make it all work to have a great sense of pride for myself. I like continuous improvement but sometimes I lack focus.
Over the years, my dopamine levels are depleting, and that there are days where I want to just feel the world and let its weight bury me into my grave and there are also days where my energy boosts me to greater heights that I feel so inspired. I am my own worst critic and my best self-motivator. I became a master in taming the chaos inside me.
God continued to surprise me in ways I cannot imagined. Constant love-hate kind of relationship but I’ve given up, his plans are better than mine so whatever he thinks is good for me then let it be.
I’m still a fur creature aficionado, computer citizen, a social media lurker and a blogger of my dark thoughts. I don’t think it’ll change over the years as it’s my therapy.
Lastly, may you find yourself in my words. That’s the goal of every blog post published.
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