It’s been a while since the last time I wrote a poem…
As I walked away from my thoughts,
My heart held our memories so tight
and my eyes flooded with pain.
It was a sober moment with my pent up feelings.
Enough, said my mind.
I gripped all of what we have, both good and bad.
The longer I clasped on each shards of moments we have,
the more I bleed until I had nothing left.
Years gone by, I now become a monster of my own past.
I contemplated several times and waited for a moment that will never happen.
I looked at how great I was yet clouded by my own weaknesses.
Gone are the days when I thought of time as my best friend and fate as my mentor.
The stone may not be casted yet but I’ve decided to quit.
The battle ended, nobody won except I lose myself in the process of loving you.
I opened my soul to the world full of options.
I walked away from the raging storm I created after several years of horrendous hopes.
With bare feet, I rushed away.
The space between my old selves marked my own maturity.
I freed thyself from your vines that suffocated me with the idea that you will fight for the love you feel too.